Going to Vegas to see him.....

My friend Kieren and I are off to Sin City for valentine's weekend...to see PUSCIFER

I cannot wait and am super excited!

ps. guy in photo is Maynard Keenan

the MAN of the hour...

MAYNARD JAMES KEENAN

(lead singer of TOOL, A Perfect Circle, Puscifer and local wine maker)

MJK is seriously mind-blowing

New addiction

Blogs are so passe...find me at facebook!

20/20

I've been listening to a bunch of good music tonight. Makes me think of a different time, a very different time in my life. Since I left Seattle, tonight is the first time I thought to myself why did I leave? I remember certain reasons why and they still make sense. But why did I really leave? Everything here is the same as it was before I left...all the same reasons that made me leave 10 years ago. And I'm feeling it again and I'm wishing I could go again. To my own place where I know lots of people and they know me. Where everything is right where it should be and I fit right in. Where I feel embraced by friends who became my family. Where I felt home like I've never felt home before. Where all this crap here was just far enough away. Why did I leave? What was I hoping would be different when I returned? The players are the same- but I've changed.

These thoughts made me sad. I feel like a fish out of water and have been battling that feeling since arriving here. I was distracted a bit but that ended and left me no where. The thing is- I'm not sure what to do and am not sure where to go.

Craziness I tell you, total craziness!